Nothing to complain about?

You would think that a person who has nothing to do but sit around all day getting well would have all the time in the world to write a decent blog and study for a decent Brit lesson/reading.  Well, maybe you would…I know I use to think that way.  Until about thirty minutes ago!  Yep! That is when I realized that I am the person sitting around all day with nothing to do but get well and study and write…  For some reason, I find myself busy…yeah, can you believe it?  I found myself busy until tonight.  It has now dawned on me that I am not BUSY! I’m not the bright, jovial, nothing-bothers-me guy I thought I was either. I have suddenly realized I need to stop procrastinating and get busy and write something about the events and thoughts that pass through my mind while I am sitting around getting well.  That’s what this blog was supposed to be about in the first place….thoughts and stuff that clutter my head! 

Not to be so cocky and aloof and self-righteous, believe me folks, I truly have nothing to complain about.  Did I tell you about meeting the man in a similar situation as me and he has lost his lower legs half way between the ankle and the knee?  Or did I tell you about the lady who is literally wheeled into the clinic on a hospital bed?  She can’t raise up to sip water.  This list could go on forever!  There is so much tragedy in this world that it never stops!  Not too long ago, I would ever have imagined that I would be in that “crowd”.  Oh, I would think, those are the people who do not eat healthy…yeah, they just have so many bad habits ... maybe I can talk to them about nutrition and then bring Yahshua into the discussion. Yeah, that was the way I thought.  I eat as healthy as anyone I know. I was in my early thirties when I was awakened to change my dietary and behavioral ways.  I was in my late forties when I partnered up with someone who understood what I needed: good healthy blood and the Book of Leviticus.   I am not afraid of living a life based on Leviticus and blood nourishment.  (Two separate topics for another time if you request). 

Oh yeah! I was doing all the right things.  Who would ever thought that it’s almost three months ago when REALITY came knocking!  Don’t misunderstand me now… I did not mentally chastise anyone for their seeming lack of dietary restraint.  Those in the camp I would speak with and offer assistance when asked; those outside the camp I reluctantly let my Heavenly Father assist directly.  I believe if everyone on the planet would focus on those within their own camp, and let those outside the camp alone, we would all be a better person for the Kingdom.  Look at all the good that could come about as each one shared the Holy Word and sought a closer and more honest relationship with our Creator. 

YHVH has taught me a lot in the past couple of months.  And His teachings make this blog a little more challenging!  I am on fire to shout it out yet I feel the pressure across my mouth to just shut up and Praise the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob that I can be seen walking;  I can be seen without dozens of pills being stuffed down my throat.  I can admit that, yes, it is very painful at times.  But I also must admit, it is so temporary.  What a small price to pay for the education I have been given.  And when it comes to graduation day, if you want to call it that, I am assured by those who surround me, and by the One Who Heals me, I will walk on my own two feet.  Thank YHVH;

Praise You Father!  You make the blind see…. I can see a little more now.  It is You who makes the lame walk; my limp isn’t so bad now;  You Who turns the hearts of the children to the fathers, and the fathers to the children; thank you for bringing out the child within me and helping me mature to realize, it has never been about me.  It is all about You Heavenly Father.  And I do Praise Your Name and thank you for Yahshua, the Messiah that You sent, when all else failed, to turn our hearts back to You.  Thank You for Your patience and kindness; each day is a little bit better.  I am glad You are forever present.   Thank you for all those in the camp; thank you for the sacrifice of prayer they have given. 

For all of you; May Yahweh bless you and keep you; may He make His face shine on you and grant you His favor.  May Yahweh lift up His face toward you and give you peace.

I love you one and all….Prayer does work!   

Shalom and shalom

Pinchas a/k/a Frankly Speaking all the time